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I can often explain to you what is wrong with me with greater accuracy than most individuals. Changing the flaws/weaknesses/spaces that require improvement, is a completely different skill-set altogether. When it comes to doing the tough work of growing and letting go of unhealthy or unhelpful aspects of my personality, I am hopeless.
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[18 May 2008|10:52pm] |
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Boom Bip and Doseone - Directions to California |
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Four houses, no luck. Fuck this, I'm going to San Francisco instead.
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[24 Apr 2008|06:00pm] |
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Candy's .22 - Alone |
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Somoene asked me who I have a crush on today, and I realised that I don't find any real people attractive. I fancy celebrities and build them up in my head and manage to convince myself that I'm actually in love with them:
I'm feeling increasingly isolated and I don't particuarly want to hang out with the people left here. I keep getting shy, nervous and twitchy around people I don't know that well, especially people I feel I need to make an impression on. Gumtree is going through a dry spell. I can't find somewhere nice that I can afford. All that seems to be on offer every day is depressing ex-local authority buildings with cracked-out interior; London is fucking full of terraced, four-storey buildings; why can't I find a flat in one of them? I don't feel like I am progressing.
Yeah, I fancy a cartoon.
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[20 Apr 2008|06:43pm] |
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DJ Vadim - Black Is The Night |
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I decided to interview a person selling animal skulls on eBay about how they cleaned their specimens.
[Response] "I clean off all meat and brain when i get them. I put each one in a milk jug with water tell meat is very soft. Boil each one by it self because some of teeth may fall out and need to be glued in."
I am after one to draw from, but it looks like they've all been submitted by poachers. Eventually, I want to turn my new home into the John Soames museum in Holborn. That place is insanely creepy and wonderful.
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[02 Feb 2008|11:42am] |
"You know me, before Yolanda I was sticking dick into all four inputs."
"Anal, oral, vaginal... Hey yo, what's number four?"
"I be mind fuckin' hos, stupid."
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